Wednesday 25 February 2015

Lauren Conrad Cinderella Collection =]

Hello Everyone =]




If you don't know who Lauren Conrad is then you need Google her. She is one of my idols and now she has brought out her own Cinderella collections with Kohls.

Kohls
Laurenconrad.com


Lets get started =]






Hope you like this post and the collection =]

Feel free to leave a comment and don't forget to follow me =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Sunday 22 February 2015

The Bedtime Tag =]

Hello Everyone =]

Today I'm doing the bedtime tag that I saw on here!

(Picture taken off pinterest)

Questions:

1. What are you favourite pyjamas? Any soft cotton t-shirt I own and a pair of jogging pants.

2. Current bedtime reading? I like to read the news of the day and then Buzzfeed.

3. What is on your bedside table? My bedside table is a mess, I have a lamp, mirror, jewellerydeodorant, pens, bobbles and usually a bottle of water.

4. Favourite sleepy scent? I'm not into scents when I sleep as I breathe through my nose.

5. What is your usual bedtime & wakeup time? I tend to go to bed early in the morning about 3am and wake up at 10am.

6. Top 3 bedtime products? I use a face wipe every night.

7. Your most common sleeping position? On my back, with my legs like a frog and my arms out straight, very comfy haha =]

8. Any strange bed time routines? Sometimes I sleep in socks because my feet get rather cold.

9. Are you big spoon or little spoon? I'm my own spoon as I sleep alone.

Hope you like this post =]

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Wednesday 18 February 2015

18/02/2015 Update

Hello Everyone =]

This post is going to be hard for me, I don't know how to explain myself any more and its hard for me to talk lately.
I have nothing in me to "go" any more, if you don't know this, I have depression, and i do take anti-depressants for it, I'm not ready to fully talk about it yet but i will eventually.
Every day its getting harder for me to be myself, even being with my family, i just want to lock myself away but I'm going to contradict myself by saying i hate being alone.
I wish there was somewhere i can go, just de-stress and relax without having to worry about things, like lack of money.
It's strange that I'm being "open" on here, and usually I'm not, its hard and confusing, nothing makes sense in my head any more.
I do the same thing every single day, I go to sleep at about 3am, get up at 10am, go back to bed at 1pm and then wake up at 6pm, its a such circle. I've become so used to being at home that I hate going on public transport by myself and I don't like going out in the dark either unless I'm with my mum.
I'm meant to be going to a meal tomorrow for my sisters birthday but i don't think i can go. Me and social situations do not go together, i don't dress nicely, i dress for comfort and i don't wear make up or do my hair, i prefer just to be in my house by myself watching tv in my pjs.
I've become a hermit, my body cant do much like it used too, I've gained a lot of weight from comfort eating and its playing havoc on my knees, walking is painful and even a 5min walk to my local shop causes me to sweat and get out of breath. I feel like giving up (not suicide) just hoping one day that i will disappear.
I am not writing this for sympathy, I'm writing this for me, I don't talk to any one any more and i just need to say something without being judged.
The only dates i am looking forward too are:

24th March = Medical Assessment
26th March = Dental Appointment for Sedation
27th April = My Break Away

I'm sorry for this "depressing" post, i just had to say something.

Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Saturday 14 February 2015

Happy Valentine's Day =]

Hello Everyone =]






Just wanted to say Happy Valentine's Day Everyone =]

If your like me and your single, give love to your family, friends and pets =]

Also a lovely girl named Stacie Pridden has a message for you all =]




Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Saturday 7 February 2015

07/02/2015 =] The A to Z of Me =]

Hello Everyone =]

I saw this on Little Miss Katy's Blog and decided to do it as we need something to read, don't we haha =]

A is for Acrylics - I'm only qualified in basic acrylics but I do love playing with acrylics.

B is for Bed - I spend most of my time in bed.

C is for Cats - I love cats =] I have 3, Bella, Lily and Sheldon.

D is for Depression - I suffer with it every day, every hour, every minute, every second and I'm trying to get better.

E is for Emma - My name of course =]

F is for Family - They are all I want and need in my life.

G is for Garden Centre - I love going to garden centres and taking a ton of pictures.

H is for Hayao Miyazaki - His films inspires me so much and there amazing.

I is for Information - I read every day and someday I know my information will come in use.

J is for Jam - Preferably strawberry jam on toast or on a scone with cream =]

K is for Katy Perry - I love her and her music, and her performance at the super bowl was amazing.

L is for Llama - Who doesn't love llama's?

M is for Money - Without money we can't live (I wish that could change)

N is for Nails - Nail art, nail polish, nail technician, anything nails.

O is for Oranges - Orange juice is my favourite.

P is for Pyjamas - I live in my pj's.

Q is for Quizzes - I love a good quiz =]

R is for Rabbits - I've always wanted one and one day I will.

S is for Sudoku - It's a good game to stimulate your brain.

T is for Tea - I drink a lot of tea, British people usually do =]

U is for Underwear - I wear it every day =]

V is for Victoria's Secret - Amazing outfits, and very beautiful woman having fun.

W is for Weather - We have odd weather in the UK, at the moment it's rather cold.

X is for Xena Warrior Princess - If you haven't seen it then you have too, Lucy Lawless best performance.

Y is for Yoghurt - Creamier the better, no bits.

Z is for Zoo - I love the zoo =] I love animals.

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Will write soon, Emyii xxx

Sunday 1 February 2015

1/02/2015 =] Valentine's Day Decor =]

Hello Everyone =]

Today, I want to show you some stuff for the home to celebrate Valentines day and you can keep some of them in the home all year round =]

Tesco:

 Salt and Pepper Lovers - £4.95

 Heart shaped serving bowls - £10

Tala heart colour cookie cutters - £2.50

Matalan:

 Heart mirror and drawer - £8

 Heart design clock - £8

Wooden chopping board - £6

Very:

 Heart printed cushion - £12

Amour table lamp - £19

Paperchase:

Tea infuser - £4

Emma Bridgewater:

 Retro radio - £150

 Pink hearts 1/2 pint mug - £17.95

Pink hearts four cup teapot - £50

Hope you like this post and purchase some of this stuff, i might do myself =] 

Will write soon, Emyii xxx